I find myself remembering
your breath sweet like oranges
and your fingers bitter like their rinds.

i would be prettier if tess was god

WAS I BORN JUST TO SUFFER?! TO LEARN THAT BEAUTY IS JUST OUT OF REACH LIKE A HOTDOG ON A STRING?! LIFE IS SHIT

(Source: solitarycrumbling)

the easiest way to be happy is to find friends who never sleep

breakfast smoothie idea: french almond granola, bananer, some kind of milk (perhaps from a chicken) …………….cinnamon?…………….scoop of PB?………………….cos i’m in between notebooks. oh by the way, i finished a notebook. congratz

superchieftv:

MY SON IS AN IDIOT AND HE MITE B GAY

bloggin from our new kitchen table whaddup!?!?1 and well i feel like a real human. i am no longer couch slouchin i am back-straight-head-up-shoulders-back real life adult human. well but then i eat applesauce and i feel like a baby again. oh well. back to important and responsible adult life times. bed around midnight!? how sad, katie.

"Blunts & Arizona Iced Tea & a million friendship bracelets"
Katie Martin on New Jersey (via ahahahahahahahahahaha)
"Swiss people ARE kind of creepy. I feel like they ski a lot"
Katie Martin (via ahahahahahahahahahaha)

oh my god i need an extremely fast office rolly chair for sliding around my apartment when i’m high. or some WD40 to get this baby greased up. GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

can an aura be a sound? i’d like to think sonic waves of a 1970s organ surround me but it’s probably actually just devilish negativity instead. is that schizophrenia? i spend (maybe) too much time worrying about schizophrenia. if it’s coming, it will be here soon. my schizophrenic uncle brought a friend from his halfway house to thanksgiving dinner this year. her tongue hung out of her mouth; my mother later told me this is an effect of anti-psychotic medicine. the woman asked me if i knew her daughter and of course i didn’t and as my mother worried whether to give her a knife i wondered what i could stare at instead of that huge piece of turkey hanging from her mouth. “i guess it’s good eddie has a friend,” my mother said to me after we dropped them off. yeah, i guess it’s also good to  find something positive in every extremely shitty situation. why can’t i do that?